just smile even it was fake smile.

Senyumlah tak kira betapa susah nya hari kita.. 

senyuman itu satu sedekah kn kn.. 

My New Life 2013

Just Finish My study On 21.04.2013 huhuhu.. at that time i never expect after finish my semester i'll have new life, new environment, new people to meet and many thing. I'm not prepared myself enough to face those kind of life, what i know need to live,work and earn some money for my own used.

on 2 may , guess what.. i have be accepted to work as clerk. ofcoz feeling so excited..with little experience i try my best to do fully my duty.i got new friends, she nice, patient to teach me, share some food to me and many more.

       2 week has been pass, i'm still not good enough even i'm running fast but there's still have mistake follow, and today also making everything upside down, my boss got to angry till he no mood even smile. i'm sorry~ :'(

       Today i also no mood to eat,to talk to. my fake smile already showing off after that. huhuhu..

How can i face them tomorrow if my feeling still in moody condition?? i'm afraid and less confident to come to work.

       Feeling so jealous to see other can do there work better than me..:'( if they can do why i cant ???

 (BIG QUESTIONMARK)first time i'm crying infront of people i newly know for 2 week.. and know what i hate myself that always burden people around me.