No matter How i wait I Cant Go
Like a Fool Crying,Next To You
Only Give me Pain,Without You Noticing
Are You Telling me to leave?

I Miss You,I Miss You
To The Point Where i Hate Myself
I want To Cry..I want To kneel Down
if Only Everything Didnt Happen

Searching the Memories where i loved you crazily
Those memories haunt me
But i cant Hide from this love any longer
i shouldnt do this
But I Miss You



#StairAway To Heaven Korean Song

i miss you..

Here in the silence I wait.

Theres nothing else I can do

It feels like my hearts gonna break

and all I can think of is you

and how my aching arms long to hold you

and show you how much I care

but Im counting the hours without you

and I dont know how much I can bear

Cos I miss you more than words can say.

And I need you here in my life always

Yeah, I miss you and Ill always be

waiting here for you, til youre back with me

You found a place in my heart

from the first moment I saw you.

And you are my light in the dark

and I would do anything for you,

cos youre everything Ive ever wished for 

The answer to all of my dreams

And I want you back.

Home is here with me

Oh I miss you more than words can say.

And I need you here in my life always.

Yeah, I miss you and Ill always be

waiting here for you, til youre back with me.

Yes, I would be right there beside you

if I only knew where you are,

cos it feels like I'm dying without you 

my whole world is falling apart.

And I miss you more than words can say.

And I need you here in my life always

Yeah, I miss you and Ill always be

waiting here for you, till you're back with me.

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S.a.a.t i.n.i

Rindu dengan nya.. gelak ktwa, senda gurau nya..

tapi adakah dia jga rasa spt yg ku rsa??

kalau ya..knp ada tp spt tdk ada??

berkata-katalh.. jangan berdiam sja, 

andai ada salahku, perbetulkan lh daku

andai ada silap ku tegurlh aku.

just smile even it was fake smile.

Senyumlah tak kira betapa susah nya hari kita.. 

senyuman itu satu sedekah kn kn.. 

My New Life 2013

Just Finish My study On 21.04.2013 huhuhu.. at that time i never expect after finish my semester i'll have new life, new environment, new people to meet and many thing. I'm not prepared myself enough to face those kind of life, what i know need to live,work and earn some money for my own used.

on 2 may , guess what.. i have be accepted to work as clerk. ofcoz feeling so excited..with little experience i try my best to do fully my duty.i got new friends, she nice, patient to teach me, share some food to me and many more.

       2 week has been pass, i'm still not good enough even i'm running fast but there's still have mistake follow, and today also making everything upside down, my boss got to angry till he no mood even smile. i'm sorry~ :'(

       Today i also no mood to eat,to talk to. my fake smile already showing off after that. huhuhu..

How can i face them tomorrow if my feeling still in moody condition?? i'm afraid and less confident to come to work.

       Feeling so jealous to see other can do there work better than me..:'( if they can do why i cant ???

 (BIG QUESTIONMARK)first time i'm crying infront of people i newly know for 2 week.. and know what i hate myself that always burden people around me. 

3 Magic Word

3 Magic Word

1 ) Please
2 ) Thank You
3 ) Sorry

But., Dont Use these 3 word To :

1 ) Friend
2 ) Lover
3 ) Mother/Father

i'm afraid of losing you.. please dont let go my hand

hold me tight. :'(